It is important that I live each day to the fullest without any regrets, because I do not know when my last days will surprise me. I often say I love you to my family, but now, every time I see them or talk to them, it's important to tell them. Toya always said, “I love you” in passing. I think this will help keep her alive in my mind. Latoya lived freely. Nothing and no one stopped him from living a life on the edge. It was nothing for her to wake up one morning and decide she wanted to go see the other side of the country. I want to be able to live a little closer to the edge so I can live a freer life than the one I've known