Yongguk… please… I'm begging you, don't do this… His voice was still in my head. Images of memories flashed by. I didn't know how to feel... Say? Angry? Disappointed ? Sad because I lost Mina. Angry because she played with my feelings. Disappointed because I didn't expect it. At least we were best friends…precisely because all of that, I didn’t go to work. I had no idea what the situation was and wanted to run away from everything. So I went to my parents' vacation home. Like every time, they weren't there... Sometimes I blamed myself for not having listened to my parents. I would be a successful businessman and I would have never met her... Sung Mina, my boss's daughter. My head hurt again, as it always does when I think too much. But I wanted to find answers to some questions. Why did I trust Jiho and do the same shit as him? Was this a trick to show me that I don't like him and that I'm like him? Was I sad that she had a fake relationship with someone like Jiho? Her former best friend, later her first love and then the reason for her first depression? But... wasn't I the same? First just friends, then best friends, then… maybe… no! Impossible! She probably loved Daehyun, but maybe not... I seriously don't know. But why did I do the same stupid things as Jiho if I loved him? If I sleep with her, that doesn't mean she'll be mine forever...in fact, I've lost her forever. I would never be able to look her in the eyes again. I did something really bad but why can't I go to her and ask for forgiveness or tell her father that he can beat me until I die... This can't be a good solution, Mina would end up being alone with her problems...and I don't want her to be alone, but isn't she alone now? I sighed...I'm such an asshole...middle of paper...I've changed a lot since her therapy, but I'm sure you will and make her happy again. he lit his cigarette and offered me one. It was our first time smoking together, but somehow it was refreshing. He told me Zico's whole plan and how he found out about it. I controlled my anger but I really wanted to kill him at that moment. How could he? Such a selfish person. “Yongguk.” Show Mina that you truly love her and will always be by her side. » said Mr. Sung, throwing away his cigarette. He was about to enter the building but stopped. “Work starts tomorrow at 6 a.m. Don't be late or you'll be fired! "" he said in a serious tone and entered. Was this a sign that everything might be okay again? A sign that I can start over and change my future, my life and its feelings? I certainly wasn't alone, as I thought..